Following Him

Always a work in progress

2011-12-31T14:01:00.000-06:00

As I reflect on 2011, I've got to say that I won't be making any monumental goals for 2012. 2011 has been full of celebration and loss, triumph and joy, and more. While some may be ready for 2011 to end, I'm not. Ready or not, tomorrow starts a new year.

This next year, however, I will not be making out of this world goals or resolutions for just one year. I will make progress towards a healthier me by continuing to work out with Mr. Trainer. I will also work on balancing my diet a bit more. These are not, however, goals just for 2012; they're for life. I've only got one body and need to work on it through pain and more. :)

2011 was full of memories, loss, and celebration. I have no clue what 2012 will be but am excited for a new year.

2012, Here I come!!

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SPD and holiday crowds

2011-12-21T14:03:00.002-06:00

I don't hide the fact that I have sensory processing disorder (SPD). I try and embrace it. But when holidays come around, my SPD can get in the way.

For instance, I like browsing down store aisles when it's a regular time of year. However, during the holidays, I get in and out in record time. I usually have to find a quiet spot and breathe for a few minutes. I get that. I usually go to stores when they first open or after 6pm. That way it's less traffic times.

There have been some times when I get stuck in crowds and I have to use a sensory input, such as a stress ball or squeeze ball, to keep on going.

For me, this is my normal. It gets me all riled up when people are pushy and rude at the stores. I get that people are in a rush but they are missing something.

Sure, you want to finish your to-do list but remember everyone has a reason for being there.

Embrace the holiday season!!

Apparently, I am the worst person to shop for

2011-12-20T15:59:00.000-06:00

According to my family, I am officially the worst person to shop for this year.

I had NO clue what I wanted for Christmas this year. I am the type of person, just like my dad, who goes and gets what they need. So, for instance, if I needed a new flash-drive or picture frame, I'd just go and get it.

I don't mean to be difficult, really. So, this year, I struggled. I actually went to Teacher's tools and picked out a few things I would like. Then, I gave my gift card spiel and gave suggested authors I would like classroom books by. Anyone can write a book but a good book requires prestige and appeal. A few of my favorite authors are Eve Bunting, Denise Fleming, Rob Scotton, Eric Carle, and Patricia Polacco. These men and women write fantastic and award winning children's books.

I've already been told that I need new clothes, which I do, so will be given money to get some.

So, in a nutshell, that is my list. I gave suggestions and tried not to be too limiting. I love shopping for other people and usually go overboard on siblings and immediate family.

But, if you can't tell already, I don't like shopping for myself!

Can't catch up

2011-12-16T22:40:00.001-06:00

Life has been crazy busy. I've been working 65+ hours a week, trying to see my family more, and can't seem to catch up. I miss blogging but can't seem to get up any earlier than I do.

I hope to be back soon. Maybe within the time we have off. ;)

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The ungrateful houseguest

2011-11-27T18:11:00.000-06:00

When we lived in Australia, we befriended a family who's mom did everything for her kids. She was one of those type A, it's easier for me to do it, kinds of people. That was all fine and dandy ten years ago. But now, not so much. Now the daughter is attending University in Florida and she spent Thanksgiving with us. Would it be rude to say she's a spoiled brat? Well, she is.

I got so irritated with her lazy attitude and sayings this weekend.

Every year, after Thanksgiving, we start with the Christmas decorations. This year was no different. After my parents announced that we would start, she said "I plan to sit on the couch and watch footie (football) all day." We all just looked at her, said no, and she sighed.

When we got out the tree, it needed to be fluffed. She actually told my mom "this isn't my job. My mom does this stuff." Let me say that your mom has given you the easy road and you are an adult now. It's like she liked being waited on hand and foot and thinks it's okay to tell someone, who you are staying with, no.

She jumped at every opportunity to run an errand in hopes of getting out of work.

She disappeared for a few hours and my mom finally gave up. She said "this isn't something she's expected to do." It makes me sad that someone can be an adult, a young one, and have little courtesy and respect to others. It angers me that she thinks she can run all over my family. The smart butt comments and crappy attitude is not okay. I guess she's in for a wake up call in America.

Just a fair warning, if you come to my house, you will be doing what we are doing.

It's called common courtesy. Pass it on!

This was my 5 minute Stream of Consciousness Sunday post. It’s five minutes of your time and a brain dump. Want to try it? Here are the rules…

* Set a timer and write for 5 minutes only.

* Write an intro to the post if you want but don’t edit the post. No proofreading or spellchecking. This is writing in the raw.

* Publish it somewhere. Anywhere. The back door to your blog if you want. But make it accessible.

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PLEASE goes a LONG way

2011-11-26T11:37:00.000-06:00

Good morning! I need to get something off my chest.

My siblings and family have seemed to have missed the memo. What memo? The one where if they ask for something to be done that they put a PLEASE in front of it.

Sure, we do several things for each-other daily but if they are asking me to go out of my way to do a task, I expect a please in front of it. My friends do it so why is it so hard to get my family, my own flesh and blood to do it?

It's not like I am asking for much. Just a little respect and mannerisms. If my students can respect me and my friends can respect/ask me, then my family should too right?

It may be a long weekend but I am expecting a please in front of tasks.

I am not asking for the world; just a please!

Happy Thanksgiving

2011-11-24T14:25:00.002-06:00

I hope you and your family have a blessed day!! Enjoy the company, food, and fun!!

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I've got some explanin' to do

2011-11-03T20:15:00.000-05:00

Life has been a whirlwind and I apologize for keeping you hanging. One of my dear friends has a daughter in the ICU. She just had her ventilator removed today after multiple days. It is amazing. Karis has such a long way to go but this is a step in the right direction. She is in an enormus amount of pain and is still struggling though. Her care page is here. She's only 9 and my heart breaks. I've been going up to see her all the free chances I can.

I accepted a long term substitute job last week and started this Wednesday. I've been subbing so much lately and have felt the "first year teacher effects" lately. I have this job until the Christmas holidays. It's great and very time consuming. I am at school until around 5-6 most days. I deal with all sorts of students. I am subbing for a resource teacher. It is fun and demanding all at the same time. :)

Done by 8-I'm totally worthless after 8. I spend my nights waiting for bedtime and get up way before the sun rises. I will get back into the jig of things but am having trouble adjusting this time.

So...that's my story and I'm sticking to it.

Fun times at 3:15am

2011-10-12T09:15:00.001-05:00

Enter lightening and thunder.

Our poodle fiddles with the decorative ghost with bells on it. She needs to go out.

She's shivering and shaking due to the storm.

I pick her up and head downstairs. She manages to pee on me and the floor. Fantastic I put her down and she goes and hides in the laundry room closet. I clean up the mess and she's now in hiding. She does that. She's a scardy-~~cat~~dog.

I head upstairs to change and put my clothes in the wash.

I knock the glass coffee table on the way up. That wakes our 3 month old Goldendoodle. Clothes are changed and laundry started. I tell my mom I'll take Ember.

She tells me to "lay down and she'll probably go back to sleep." HA, HA, HA-not today! We, then, play for an hour. Ember finally falls asleep after listening to the rain for an hour. She did not like the hail.

She's snoozing on the couch and I can't fall asleep. I fiddle with my phone, read my news apps, and sit in the recliner.

Ember stirs a bit but I try to be as quiet as a mouse. My brother comes down around 6:15 and snuggled with Ember. I exit to put up laundry.

He leaves around 7 and she's mine again. We play, go outside, dry off with a towel, and fold others' laundry. Dad exits and takes the last of the coffee. I've only had 3 cups so I make a bit more.

Mom leaves for a bit. So, Ember and I play a bit more. She lays down around 9am for her morning nap.

Me? I haven't slept since 3:15am and Ember is now napping. It's 9am. It's going to be a LONG day!

How's your day going?

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So bummed

2011-10-07T19:10:00.001-05:00
Tonight, I was already to go and couldn't.

I was going to watch my brother play football and I couldn't.

Those were my plans.

My stomach hurt like crazy & still does.

I was dressed and ready to go but fell asleep.

Dad said, "you ready?" I said it's a no-go.

I am hoping this is a virus since I can't get sick.

Being sick, under the weather, or cold (which I am) just blows.

A little warm but drinking fluids!

Can I go over a month without not feeling sick?

At least tomorrow's Saturday.

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Just grateful

2011-10-05T21:31:00.000-05:00

Today started off like any other day and rapidly went down hill. Between dealing with migraines, surgery options for my dad, which I will go into when I have all the options, my brother's football incident, and life in general, I am just grateful.

Why am I grateful?

Some of the reasons include some of the past week's happenings.

I am grateful to have the opportunity to substitute while gaining contacts and experience.

I am grateful for my brother, still at 16, telling me that he loves me.

I am grateful to those who listen to me vent/gripe/cheer and more.

I substitute in the morning and have to be there at 7:15. Therefore, I'm posting tonight. I hope you enjoy your Thursday.

What are you grateful for?

Video: Days of the week with a twist

2011-10-03T17:05:00.000-05:00
Recently, while substituting, I was shown a "Days of the week" song that was to the tune of the The Adams family theme song. I fell in love with it and thought I'd share. It's really catchy and I thought I'd share it with you. It was used in a Pre-K classroom, first grade, and a Special Education (elementary) classroom.

Days of the week with a twist

Sometimes I just have to escape

2011-10-01T22:25:00.000-05:00
Today started way too early. It was a great morning at a wonderful expo. It was not a typical Saturday and there were way more people in my home. Usually, Saturdays are low key & relaxed.

I went to get groceries and took them home, got my prescriptions, and then took a drive. No one called in those 45 minutes. It was wonderful.

I ended up parking at Sonic, breathing, ordering a water, and a soft serve dish.

It was my time and I needed that.

I went home feeling refreshed and much better.

Sometimes, I just have to escape by myself.

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Grateful

2011-09-30T22:55:00.000-05:00
While substituting this week, it hit me like a ton if bricks.

I am grateful for what I have to offer.

I see students with all sorts of special needs and issues.

Yet, I am grateful for what I have to offer.

I have my sorts of challenges, of course.

But, I am grateful for what I have to offer.

I've been told I have a great heart to work in special education.

I am grateful for what I have, a gift to work in special education.

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One of my favorite sounds

2011-09-29T21:37:00.001-05:00
Even though Texas hasn't got much of this lately, one of my favorite sounds is thunder.

The lightening that usually accompanies it is awesome too. But I love thunder.

The rumble, the shakes, and the sound. It's just so peaceful. If I get to fall asleep with thunder, I just sleep peacefully.

Whether it's five minutes or two hours...

I love thunder!!

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2011-09-28T21:59:00.000-05:00

I am writing my Thankful Thursday post a night early since I am subbing early in the morning.

This week has been different than the rest in a few ways and I've found thankfulness in each situation.

First, I am thankful for Parent Teacher conferences on Wednesday. That gave me the day off. :)

Second, I am thankful for sleepy time tea. For three weeks, I've been having it nightly and have slept so much better. Coincidence? I think not!

Thirdly, I am thankful for a comfy bed. I've been wiped by 10 or 11 and have been so thankful for soft sheets and a good mattress.

What are you thankful for? Tell me!

Today & tonight

2011-09-27T19:39:00.000-05:00
Today, I taught Kindergarten.

Tonight, I'm exhausted.

Today, I made students smile.

Tonight, I put me feet up and smiled.

Today, I joked and they laughed at my jokes.

Tonight, I laugh at myself and my lack of humor.

Today, I used a cheeseburger example to work with sequencing.

Tonight, I loved hearing how the students understood sequencing.

Today, I got to go back to Kindergarten.

Tonight, my heart is full!!

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It's all about my attitude

2011-09-26T22:33:00.000-05:00
Getting back into the "school" groove has taken time, scheduling, and adjustment. There are days I'm chugging diet DP like it's going out of style and there are nights when I long to be back in the classroom.

Subbing is very different from being "the" classroom teacher but I like it.

Is it challenging to walk into the unexpected? Of course!

But there's a secret to my love of teaching that I hope I have in 30 plus years and that is attitude.

The way you present yourself to others is huge. You can be so sleep deprived or down yet you, and I, choose how we move throughout the day.

I totally understand those "off" days but it's how you get back on that road and/or horse and proceed.

It isn't easy, all the time, but attitudes do matter each & every day.

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Going back to high school tomorrow

2011-09-25T22:11:00.000-05:00
Tomorrow morning, I go back to high school. This time, though, I'm on the other side of things. I'll be subbing for a teacher.

Eek...

I have mixed emotions about my high school experience but that's another story.

I'll let you know how it goes. :-)

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Chocolate cinnamon pancakes

2011-09-24T21:41:00.000-05:00
Tonight, I created one of my best ideas, I think, I've come up with in a long time. I get tired of just pancakes and when my family had pizza for dinner, I decided to experiment.

The outcome-chocolate cinnamon pancakes and they were awesome. I was asked to share the recipe with you and I was happy to.

Chocolate cinnamon pancakes
Makes: 24 2inch pancakes

Ingredients
1 cup white rice flour*
1 Tablespoon sugar (heaping)
2 teaspoons baking powder
1/4 teaspoon salt
1 egg
1 1/8 cup milk
2 Tablespoons oil
1/4 cup chocolate syrup
2 teaspoons cinnamon

{* This recipe is wheat free. If you can have wheat, feel free to sub it in for the rice flour.}

Directions
Heat skillet or pan on medium. Oil pan.*
Combine all ingredients and mix well. Be sure to get all the lumps out.

{* I've found that buttering a skillet is not as effective as oiling.}

With a small ladle, pour pancakes onto hot griddle. Depending on your thickness, cooking time will vary. Flip pancakes once.

Top with syrup and/or butter and enjoy.

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I never thought

2011-09-23T19:41:00.001-05:00
I never thought I'd like teaching junior high.

I'm admitting it though, I was so wrong and love it.

TGIF!!

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Just thankful

2011-09-22T10:11:00.001-05:00

Good morning sweet peeps! I don’t know about you but this week has been exhausting and full. I am so glad tomorrow is Friday and then the weekend. I don’t know about you but I LOVE the weekend.

This week, I am so thankful for my family and friends. With deaths and tragedies in the family, it’s so nice to know that you have in real life support and online support.

I am forever grateful for support that I receive daily. It sure me feel awesome.

What makes your week better when you're having a rough one?

Tell me,
What are you thankful for?

It's never easy

2011-09-21T20:40:00.001-05:00
This afternoon, I watched as my grandmother's best friend was buried. Tears were shed and it wasn't easy.

As I reflect on the life I saw her live and leave, it makes me so happy to have lived to know her. Donna was a wonderful woman who was so kind and generous to everyone.

Our connection?

I was blessed to have the opportunity to be in the same town for four years with her. Throughout those four years, I bonded with her weekly. She was my "grandmother" while I was in school and I am so grateful.

Donna will be missed but the memories, the good ones, will always be remembered.

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Green bean melt

2011-09-20T14:05:00.003-05:00

Good Tuesday to you all. Last night, I thought about today's good and tasty Tuesday link up and wondered what I'd put up. Then, as I was eating dinner, it dawned on me to look down and share what I made last night. A one bowl creation that was so good and easy to make. Green bean melt was created with three ingredients and was in one bowl. Easy peasy! Plus a great left over user.

Green bean melt
Serves: 1

Ingredients
* Leftover grilled meat (used 3/4 cup)
* 1 cup green beans
* 1/4 cup extra sharp cheddar cheese

Directions
In a microwaveable bowl, place chicken on the bottom. Next, pour in the green beans and top with cheese. Microwave for 2 minutes and enjoy!

There you have it. An easy and quick meal! Enjoy!

Not me Monday

2011-09-19T15:57:00.000-05:00

Need a glimpse of normalcy? Click on the button above. ;)
Today has been a Monday. Between being exhausted from lack of sleep, being itchy thanks to mosquito bites, and have zip of energy, it's just a Monday. This past week has been up and down. I'd thought I share some things that I did ~~not~~ do.

This past week...

* I did ~~not~~ have a sudden urge to eat a lunch of lunch meat and 100 calorie cheese while in traffic. Oh No! I did ~~not~~ open the lunch meat right there and have lunch while in traffic. Nope, ~~not~~ me!

* I did ~~not~~ sit in the rain, on Friday night, and get completely soaked while watching my brother's football game. Nope, ~~not~~ me!

* I do ~~not~~ have a bad habit of falling asleep with the television on or a phone application open.

Nope, ~~not~~ me. I'm too cool for that. ;)

What have you ~~not~~ done this week?

It's raining baby

2011-09-18T20:57:00.001-05:00
After months of no rain, it's finally raining. It rained a bit on Friday night but, now, it's raining again.

Score!

Thank the Lord for rain!!

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Meet our newest member of my family

2011-09-17T22:15:00.008-05:00

Meet Ember!

She's our newest edition to our family.

Ember is a Goldendoodle and has already stolen our hearts. She is about 7-8 weeks old and is so sweet and calm. She is my brother's new dog and we already have fallen head over heels for her. He is making all of the decisions for her. He can already make her bark when he jumps like a frog.

Her first night at home

Not too crazy about the collar yet.

Sleeping so soundly

Stolen our hearts already!

We got Ember today and already love her!

Dedication is...

2011-09-16T23:59:00.000-05:00
* Sitting in the rain & getting soaked while at a football game.

* Being soaked and staying through the football game.

* Watching and seeing excitement on your brother's face.

* Seeing my brother complete a play.

* Football players being pumped up all game long in the rain.

Chargers won 35-8! Great game and dedication was shown through the players even with the rain.

High School football, in Texas, make my heart happy!!!

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When illness & life strike...

2011-09-15T21:11:00.001-05:00
Even though school has only been in session for three weeks now, lots of teachers and aids seem to be getting sick. Normally, this would not be good, yet, for me, it's great.

I've grown to love my current assignment and will be sad to leave. Sure, I'll get other sub jobs, but this one was special. From the daily hugs to the smiles to the actual work, I've really enjoyed it. Something about the gratification I've seen this week makes my heart happy.

I've been told it take a special person to teach special education and I'm glad I, apparently, have a gift to. I wouldn't change that gift for anything else.

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So very blessed

2011-09-14T23:27:00.000-05:00
I just have to say that my life is so blessed right now. Between subbing, family, & friends, I have it good.

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Siblings have big mouths

2011-09-13T21:21:00.001-05:00
Dear siblings (cough, cough brother this time),

Please let me be the one to tell our parents the good and/or bad news of my day. You tell me to mind my own business yet you blab my news to our parents. Back off and keep yo mouths shut.

Lovingly-
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One of my favorite places in my house

2011-09-12T00:27:00.000-05:00

Today's post is prompted by NaBloPoMo's prompt: Write about your childhood bedroom.

I don't know about you but I LOVE my bedroom. It's my space to unwind and relax. It has a soothing feeling about it.

We moved around a bunch when I was a kid and when we moved into our current home, 14 years ago, my bedroom became my sanctuary. It is a place that I've shed tears in, laughed at, surfed the web, watched movies, and more.

It is mine and I am proud of it.

Three years ago, my room, the four major walls below the trim, was repainted a lavender color. This makes it so peaceful in the mornings and evenings. Two major bookshelves are on my window side of the wall and my bed is in the middle perpendicular to the bookshelves. I always keep the shutters closed as I have full exposure in the mornings and it takes so little for my room to become overheated.

The bookshelves are filled with books, trophies, awards, plaques, dolls, and stuffed animals. Immediately facing my bed, on the opposite wall, is a bulletin board. To this day, I still have Christmas cards on it and crafts given to me. It makes me smile. There is an Chester drawer/mirror and tv stand facing my bed as well. It just works for me.

To the left of my bed and in front of the window sits a piece of antique furniture that belonged to my Nonni. It is my dock for my computer, holder of treasures, and shelf to possessions. I have a night stand by my bed too. Currently, I have three alarm clocks (including my phone), a sound machine, medication, pens, cough/throat drops, pens, a notepad, CDs, a flashlight, a bible, and magazines.

On the right side of my bed is the door to my closet, sink area, desk, and door out of my room. Right now, my desk has documents on it, books, nic-nacks, coupons just clipped, and a cool thermometer that has water/liquid in it. Under it includes my decorative pillows that I don't use unless I totally make up my bed with the comforter and all.

In between pieces of furniture or below them can include storage containers and/or equipment.

99% of the time, when I come into my room, I sit on my bed and either read, use the computer, and/or play with my phone. My bed provides rest and relaxation. My bed has lavender jersey sheets on it, a flowery quilt over the sheets, and a blanket/comforter that I only use if it is ridiculously cold or I am leaving for a while and just want to make it up.

My second favorite part of my room is my closet. I organize it about every three months. I hang 80% of my clothes and also have games, teacher tools, notebooks, storage, and learning materials in it. There are also textbooks, college notebooks, books, and more in my closet on the shelves.

When I was younger, I used to go in there to think and just chill.

It's not as big as it used to be. ;)

Where's your favorite room in your home?

SOC Sunday-Never forgetting 9/11/01

2011-09-11T14:29:00.003-05:00

Ten years ago today, and at this very moment, the twin towers had been destroyed by terrorists who hated America.

Do I think that the terrorists knew what day they were going to attack America? Absolutely! They knew exactly what day they were going to attack America and knew what the date meant-9/11.

9/11 chaos filled the streets of New York and Washington as the Twin Towers and the Pentagon were hit. Even if you didn't live in those two states, your world was rocked on 9/11.

Who in their right mind would attack America and cause such devastation? Who would kill innocent lives just because? Why would someone want to cause another person hell? I don't understand why the terrorists chose to target America but I truly believe they were cowards. Cowards to take an innocent life. Cowards to cause tears to flow. Cowards who could care less who they hurt. The heroes who fought back amaze me, still, today.

It does not seem like 10 years have passed. The wounds are still very fresh and I will never forget 9/11/01.

I want the cooler temps now please

2011-09-10T19:58:00.001-05:00
Last week's weather was perfect. I was able to wear long sleeves in comfort. Apparently, it's supposed to get hot {again} this week. That's not okay with me. ;) I usually never wear pants until late September. This is progress.

I've tasted the fall weather and I'd like it to stay!!!

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Five question Friday

2011-09-09T14:27:00.003-05:00

I don't know about you but I am SO GLAD Friday is here. :) That means I get to sleep in tomorrow. I use the term, "sleep in" loosely, since my body is used to getting up at 6:30 these days and I've rolled over at 5:00am three times this week.

It's Five Question Friday time...maybe you'll learn something new about me. ;)

What ringtone do you have on your cell phone?
I have the basic do-do-dodo-do-do iphone ring. I could change it, but truth be told, I love it. :) It's also on vibrate so if the sound's turned down, I still feel it ringing.

What is your favorite memory from this summer?
This may sound cheesy but I love watching my brother during football practice. Granted, it's like 107* outside (literally) but love seeing him improve on and off the field.

Paper books or ebooks?
Paper books all the way. I like to feel and smell the books. I've tried my mom's kindle and just don't like books presented online. Something about holding a book makes me happy.

If you could have one home upgrade what would it be and why?
Syncing all of our schedules on a master calendar. It may sound weird but I saw that Jada Pickett Smith's family has a computer screen just for their schedule. It would eliminate the need to tell different family members things at least five times. ;)

When was your first serious boyfriend/girlfriend?
I haven't had a boyfriend ever. Granted, I have boys that are friends but I am just not looking right now.

TGIF!

Is it bedtime yet?

2011-09-08T17:59:00.001-05:00
Okay, I'm admitting it. I am plain popped. Teaching for three days has been great. But now I see why some teachers go to bed at 10pm. ;) It is just exhausting. Between that and making dinner and having an "out" of school life, life has to regain balance at one point. I know it takes time but it takes some getting used to.

How to do handle working and balancing family time?

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Thankful Thursday

2011-09-07T20:43:00.000-05:00

Good afternoon, Good morning, good day to you. I hope you are having a great week. This week, especially, has been a FANTASTIC week. I'll get to that in a minute.

What's Thankful Thursday? Thankful Thursday is a time to reflect over the past week and be thankful for what you do have. There is no thought or idea too big or small. All are welcome to attend and I am trying to get better at reading my link ups too. How do I participate? Simple-you leave me your TT in the comment section or link a post with Magic Linky. ALL are welcome to attend.

This week, I am especially thankful for SUBSTITUTE TEACHING!! I've taught two days this week and have another job on Thursday. SQUEE! I am having an absolute blast. I am subbing in Junior High, right now, and actually love it. Thank you so much for your well wishes. I have loved opening up my twitter/facebook/email account after school and reading messages.

Have a fantastic day :)

What are you thankful for?

Good & Tasty Tuesday: Easy Chicken Tandoori

2011-09-06T00:00:00.003-05:00

Cooking, for me, is a passion. I LOVE trying new recipes and them turning out as a success. Believe me, I've had some fails but the good outweighs the bad indeed. This week, I am sharing easy Chicken Tandoori.

Easy Chicken Tandoori
Serves: 6-8

Ingredients
6 chicken breasts
½ teaspoon salt
½ cup fresh squeezed lemon juice
3 6oz cups of Chobani plain greek yogurt (other greek yogurt may be used)
¼ cup Sour cream
½ finely chopped onion
1 Tablespoon sugar
1 teaspoon ginger
¾ teaspoon cayenne pepper
1 teaspoon cilantro
3 teaspoons marsala (cooking wine)

Directions
Make slit sized cuts in each chicken breast. Place in freezer Ziploc bag. Combine salt and lemon juice. Pour over chicken. In a medium bowl, combine the rest of the ingredients and stir. Add mixture to chicken. Allow chicken to marinade for as many hours as possible. I marinated mine for over 24 hours.

Preheat oven to 450*. Line 9x13 pan with foil and place chicken in pan. Place in oven and cook for 35 to 45 minutes. Depending on your oven and cook times, your times may vary.

This would be great with or over pasta/rice. It can also be served with roasted peppers and anything you have on hand. :)

Enjoy!

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There's a difference between ignorance and curiosity

2011-09-05T08:21:00.001-05:00
Good morning, good afternoon, good evening to you all.
Yesterday, I wrote about food allergies and how they impact my life on a daily basis. I listed some sayings that I'd rather not hear again. Some of you, okay most of you, said that you were guilty of saying some of the sayings.

Please understand that there is a HUGE difference between truly being curious about someone's life and their allergies & being an ignorant, closed-minded person who could care less what I eat and just is present to judge. Ignorance actually means lack of understanding or information {source} while curiosity means the desire to learn something new {source]. I am more than happy for people to ask questions and understand what/how I live with food allergies.

Truth be told, I enjoy talking to people about what I eat and my story with food allergies. My only two rules are that I will not feel put down with food allergies nor will I feel ashamed for how I handle my food allergies.

Food allergies are just a part of me and I've learned to accept that. Was I angry or frustrated at first? YES! Do I still get frustrated when ingredients change? Sometimes! Am I ashamed of food allergies? Absolutely not. In a perfect world, there would be no food allergies yet we are not perfect nor do we live in a perfect world.

The next time you encounter someone has food allergies; be that curious person and go into the conversation with an open mind.

Stream of Consciousness -- It's not an incurable disease

2011-09-04T07:01:00.002-05:00

I have a beef to pick with some people but I'll just do it in five minutes.

I have life threatening food allergies and get the normal "what do you eat?" every few days. Sometimes I educate and other times I respond food. It gets old, though, when people think food allergies are an incurable disease or say "poor you" in the process.

Food Allergies are apart of me and I wouldn't have it any other way. Sometimes I get jealous that I just can't grab a taco from a stand but a reaction is not worth the risk. I have to read every label at least twice. Sure making 90% of my food can be difficult, at times, but that's just the way I roll. Grocery shopping takes me more time, now, since I re-read every label and scan for allergens.

Imagine if you had to read every food label and stay clear from: soy (all forms), wheat, gluten, tree nuts, peanuts, fish, shellfish, & modified food starches. Would you know how to read a label and look out for allergens? Would you get used to label reading? YES but it takes time. Food allergies and cooking can be done. It just takes a little out of the box thinking and some creativity.

Here are some things I'd rather not hear come out of another person's mouth~

* "How do you live without wheat?" I just do!

* "I am so sorry for you" Why are you sorry? I am not bent out of shape about it.

* "I couldn't survive like you have" It's not really a choice. I just do it.

* "That's really unfortunate" It's not like I have an incurable disease. It's just food allergies.

* "Can't you just eat the food and then use your epi-pen?" No I can't and won't do something like that. Epi pen = a ride to the ER. Not happening if I can prevent it.

If you know someone with food allergies, think before you ask questions and know that your question may be the same one, for the third time, that day.

I am a human being with food allergies. I don't have a sign on my back that says food allergies. NOPE! Food Allergies do not rule my life; they are just a part of me.

Come on, people

2011-09-03T13:41:00.005-05:00

I've been blessed by a group of followers who never snark or say "what in the world are you thinking?" I've found though that some people think it is their right and prerogative to criticize other bloggers for their choices they make.

Personally, I don't think some one's choice is up for discussion by anyone. We are all human. We all make mistakes. BUT, and it's a big but, who are you to pass judgement on someone else? Who are you to spread lies about someone else or micromanage one person's post?

I've connected with some great bloggers and the writers in front of the computer on multiple occasions. With that said, they are wonderful women. Women in the flesh who make their own decisions every day.

Who are we to judge? How would you like it if someone decided to spread a malicious lie around the Internet about you? How would you like it if someone created a website with the intent to hate you?

I wouldn't like it at all. It amazes me how multiple bloggers have to get the police involved due to hate crimes against their name or blog. It amazes me how people think no one will catch them.

Well, I am here to tell you that a blog is owned by someone and words/actions can hurt. Before you say something cruel to someone, on their blog, think about it.

Would you like your life to be under the microscope each time?

In the end, we are human and make our own choices daily!

5Q Friday

2011-09-02T13:51:00.000-05:00

Friday, Friday, Friday!! It's Friday and it's finally time to say TGIF!! I decided to participate in Mama M's Five Question Friday. Sqeee...I love that woman!

1. Shoes in the house - yay or nay?
I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE bare feet. If I could go bare foot all the time. The only shoes worn in the house are when people are going to work or to an event.

2. What do you call them- flip flops, slippers, thongs, etc?
Flip flops!! Occasionally I wear flippies but, for the most part, it is flip flops. I wear them to church, to games, and everywhere. I would wear them in the winter but I have a feeling I wouldn't be able to feel my feet.

3. What song are you almost embarrassed to admit you know all the lyrics to?
My siblings would be proud but I know the "Poker Face." Since taking my brother back and forth to Dallas for practice, he's introduced me to lots of new songs. My reserved self has picked up on the songs that tend to repeat themselves. :)

4. What is the best quality to have in a friend?
One that does not judge and listens. I have a very small circle of Best Friends and I can call/text those and they just listen. They don't judge me for my feelings or thoughts. That makes a true friend.

5. Do you know what you want for Christmas?
Hmmm...since it is rapidly approaching, I will have to think more on that. Right now, I can think of a cookbook I want and a few gift cards. I drive my family bananas as I usually just say gift cards. I may try to go a bit more in depth this year. ;)

TGIF!

September's NaBloPoMo...say what??

2011-09-01T12:00:00.001-05:00

Good afternoon, everyone. I decided to participate in this September's NaBloPoMo this year. It's a simple task, in theory. Just post every day all month long. I've decided to take on this challenge.

September's theme is return. I take that as a point of returning or changing. This is a perfect theme, for me, actually. Change is happening all around me and this is a good way to accept it.

Back when I was a little girl, I remember my family moved a bunch. I was never asked if I wanted to move. We just moved as a family. Every move provided change but I didn't have to be in control. My parents were. Looking back, I truly wish I could be a kid again and not be in total control of my life. When I was a kid, I was told what was going to happen and it happened.

Ever since graduation, my world has changed dramatically. Moving from an undergraduate, in college, to an adult is scary. I am forever grateful that I still have the option to live under their roof as the job market is not great right now.

People say that change is good. But, honestly, I stay way away from change if I can. It scares the beejeevies out of me. But, I am taking the first step and admitting that.

I look forward to the upcoming journey and working on accepting change daily.

It's back...Thankful Thursday

2011-09-01T00:01:00.002-05:00

Hi sweet people! Have you had a good week? Any good highlights?

What's Thankful Thursday? Thankful Thursday is a time to reflect over the past week and be thankful for what you do have. There is no thought or idea too big or small. All are welcome to attend and I am trying to get better at reading my link ups too. How do I participate? Simple-you leave me your TT in the comment section or link a post with Magic Linky. ALL are welcome to attend.

This week...

I am thankful to be able to have a roof over my head.

I am thankful for supportive friends who understand.

I am thankful for my family who makes me laugh on a daily basis.

What are you thankful for?

Please leave your link or comment in the comment section. The magic linky is being stubborn today.

Change: the dreaded six letter word

2011-08-31T14:39:00.001-05:00

Change is that dreaded six letter word that can rock my boat or make me go weak at the knees.

Change, for me, has always been hard. I don’t like to rock the boat—I thrive on structure and routine. I’ve had a changing summer with graduation, job market woes, certification tests, and personal/family issues. Change has been all around me and it has included multiple uneasy feelings and thoughts.

Not being hired as a teacher this fall, full time, was the final straw. Granted, I was hired on as a substitute but that’s not full time nor is it why I went to school for four years, took 19 hours for four semesters, and did my very best to graduate Magna Cum Laude. I am not tooting my own horn; I am just stating the facts. It is so strange, to me, that you can dream and nearly see your goal, and then have it ripped out from under you.

The job market, in Texas, is not great right now. Between budget cuts and red tape, teachers have lost their jobs.

I’ve accepted the fact that change happens all the time and now will let it happen around me. I do not have control all the time and that is incredibly hard for me. Patsy Clairmont states “I don’t like change unless I’m in charge.” This is so true. Change is hard to accept but I intend to *try* to go with the changing flow and know I will not be in charge all the time.

How do you handle change?

Good & Tasty Tuesday-Rubbed pork over tossed salad

2011-08-29T22:59:00.002-05:00

How's your week going? I know, I know. It's only Tuesday. BUT when you're rudely awakened at 5:30 on Monday; it seems the week is already passing by faster than it really is. Ever had one of those days? It actually was pretty good aside from the too early wake up call.

Okay, enough babbling...here's my recipe for Good and Tasty Tuesday...

Rubbed pork over tossed salad
Serves: 5+

Ingredients
Four butterflied pork chops
2 teaspoons Garlic powder
1 teaspoon chives
2 teaspoons oregano
1 teaspoon chili powder
A few drizzles of olive oil
Romaine lettuce
Chopped tomatoes
Choice of salad dressing

Directions
In a small pan, drizzle olive oil on meat. Combine spices and rub onto meat. Place in the fridge for a minimum of 30 minutes to allow flavors to seep in. Grill pork chops over an open flame for 21-28 minutes on medium to low.

Chop or tear romaine lettuce into salad bowl. Dice tomatoes and toss. Serve salad to plates and top with meat. Add your favorite salad dressing and dig in. Enjoy!

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Women of Faith: Over the Top = phenomenal

2011-08-29T08:41:00.003-05:00

This past weekend, I was blessed with the opportunity to attend Women of Faith: Over the Top in Dallas, Texas. This was my first year at WOF and I was blown away. I was hesitant, at first, as there would be a lot of people and I was concerned with the noise/music factor too. But, I can honestly say, it was the best two days in a long time.

There was a group of 67 of us and next year is already in the works.

August has not treated me well and I was down. The music and speakers tended to talk to my heart and I felt a huge connection to a few of the speakers and musicians. If you ever have a chance to attend, I would take it in a heartbeat. It truly made me reflect on the past and my life.

Some of the speakers and musicians included: Patsy Clairmont, who’s a hoot, Marilyn Meburg, Lisa Whelchel, who I connected with, Sandi Patty, Brenda Warner, who spoke to my life in ruins, Mandisa, who has an excellent voice, Amy Grant, Andy Andrews, who’s hilarious, Katherine Everett, and Mary Graham, who is Billy Graham’s daughter.

The conference was mixed with laughter and tears. These women and men were REAL. Not just a show or a scripted mix of words. Real connections were made.

Lisa Whelchel, from the facts of life, made me think about adult friendships and how the lack of youth friendships, makes it hard to connect with adults today. In my life, I didn’t go out or have boyfriends. Today, I tend to unload on anyone I meet. I tend to hang out with adults older than me or children younger than me. It’s my safe zone and people my age, especially, take advantage of my heart and crumble it.

Brenda Warner, what a story. She’s the wife of Burt Warner, who is a professional football player, and wife/mom of 7. A former marine turned nurse, she’s an inspiration. She said something this weekend that totally blew my mind. “Circumstances don’t make the person.” Isn’t that the truth?! I can’t wait to read her book.

Patsy Clairmont is just a ball full of energy and a huge light. She talked about change and how it’s hard. My favorite quote from her is “I don’t like change unless I’m in charge of it.” TOTALLY hit my heart. This is exactly my thinking too. She made me laugh a lot.

Mandisa has a voice of talent and was a true inspiration throughout the weekend. I got two of her CDs this weekend, Freedom and If we were Real, and have already fallen in love with her songs.

Women of Faith

Will I go next year? OF COURSE!!

SOC Sunday: Why animals are the best listeners

2011-08-28T13:59:00.000-05:00

Good Sunday afternoon to you all. I don't know about you, but, for me, August has been ridiculously crazy. I am so ready for a new and fresh month. Maybe that's selfish of me but I'm just done with August. Anywho...I'll get to why animals are the best listeners.

We've always had dogs. They are a part of the family and are always close by. In my life, I've tried talking to some people and they have an opinion or a strategy to help me get over the bump in the road. They try to help, they do, but I tend to become more frustrated when I just want to vent and pour out my troubles.

In comes the dogs who, thankfully, can't speak like humans can. They listen and don't give their two cents about things. They comfort and just listen. They occasionally lick your hand or clean their paws but they are just there. They just listen. They don't grow wiry or you pouring out your heart. They give you, most of the time, their undivided attention.

They just "get it" and are some of the best listeners around.

WOF in Dallas at the AAC

2011-08-27T01:34:00.001-05:00
It is nice to be able to enjoy and be involved/participate in Women of Faith this year. It is my first year to participate & I've fallen in love. I can't wait to share the highlights with you soon. :)

I am truly amazed at how this conference has already transformed my life before my eyes. I have a full day tomorrow and can't wait.

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Happy Dance with My Fitness Pal

2011-08-23T17:31:00.006-05:00

Just after the first of the year, I started with My Fitness Pal. I was hesitant if it would help at all. I mean, I have struggled with weight since I was a teen. BUT I can honestly say, it is helping. I track my food, drinks, water, exercise, and weight on it. It even has, in its database, a full listing of specialty items and other options. It is a web-based (and FREE) program that syncs to my phone. There is a free Droid and iPhone app. I believe there is a blackberry one too. Don't quote me on that.

Based on my goals, it calculates my calories and breaks it down on how much fat, carbs, ect I can intake daily. My goal is 1-2 pounds of weight loss each week. Right now, I am allotted 1640 calories per day. Every time you lose 10 pounds, it recalculates my calories allotted based on my goals and weight.

I cannot say enough about My Fitness Pal. It is working for me. I've even added the cool tracker to track my progress too. I still have a way to go but am very happy to see results. As of right now, I've lost 40 pounds. :) Since I am 6 feet tall, I thought I carried my weight well. Um, not so much.

Now, I am seeing a huge difference in my mood and energy level plus I am finally starting to look thinner too. It makes my week when my pants fit better and are loose.

I highly recommend My Fitness Pal!

Absent, MIA, issues...

2011-08-23T15:41:00.003-05:00

Last week, I finally felt better from my sinus surgery. This week is a whole 'nother matter. It's not necessarily my nose, per say, but it is the side they took all the junk out of.

In addition to the pain, I've been having daily migraines, that cause massive nausea, since last week plus am in the middle of a reflux flare. I am just not having the best of days medical wise.

I go back to the ENT next Monday and honestly can't wait. This is ridiculous! I should not be having all this pain on a daily basis.

Okay...vent over!

It's not all daisies and roses over here

Good and Tasty Tuesday-Scalloped potatoes

2011-08-16T10:31:00.004-05:00

Good Tuesday morning to all! I am especially psyched today as it is the first day that I *get* to go back to work and feel "normal" after my sinus surgery last Monday. Granted, I still have some recovering to do. But I feel so much better.

Onto my dish of the week: Scalloped potatoes. Really simple to do and food allergy friendly.

Scalloped potatoes
Serves: 8+

Ingredients~
* 6 Large Russet potatoes-washed and sliced into think slices
* 2 cups shredded cheese-we are an extra sharp cheddar family :)
* 1/2 stick butter
* 1/2 cup Brown Rice flour (I am allergic to wheat. Use what you have on hand)
* Salt and Pepper

Directions~
Preheat oven to 375*. Either spray or butter a 9x13 pan. Slice potatoes. Place a layer of potatoes,brown rice flour, S&P, and cheese on the bottom of the pan. Just sprinkle the brown rice flour. Layer the rest of potatoes, cheese, and brown rice flour. On the second to last layer, cut butter into cubes and place around pan. Then layer the last of the pan. Be sure that it is potatoes, flour, S&P, and cheese.

Cover pan with foil and place in oven. It takes about 45-60 minutes to bake. In the last 15 minutes, uncover pan to allow the potatoes to brown.

Enjoy!

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Hand written notes matter

2011-08-12T00:08:00.001-05:00
Call me old-fashioned but, in my life, hand written notes matter. As a young child, I loved getting mail. Grandparents and extended family made my day sending me a letter. While going through Nonni's place, I found a stash of letters she received from various people.

Every year, Nonni would get me some type of stationary. It was our thing. I would get a present and then send a hand-written thank you. It was what I did.

To this day, I still believe hand written letters are important. At an early age, Nonni taught me the value of thanking someone with a personal letter. Today, people can thank eachother via phone or email but, to me, it's more polite to send a thank you note or card.

It doesn't have to be complex. It doesn't have to be long. It just has to be as simple yet thoughtful.

To this day, I keep most of my received cards in a box and review them from time to time.

It's a nice gesture and may make someone's day.

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Good & Tasty Tuesday-16 minute lasagna

2011-08-09T15:50:00.002-05:00

Hi everyone. For this week's good and tasty Tuesday Tuesday, I got creative last week. You see, it was 110+* last week and the oven was not a favorite to turn on since it was so bloody hot. So, the family went out to football practice and to shops bit and I got creative.

16 minute lasagna was created last week. It was delish.

This recipe can be made with wheat but, due to my food allergies, I used rice pasta. This recipe does have cheese but you can sub out that if you can't have dairy.

This recipe only used pasta sauce. Meat sauce can be used for extra protein.

Serves 2-4 (depending on layers/choice)

Ingredients:

1 box Tinkyada lasagna pasta

1 cup pasta sauce (I used Prego)

1 cup parmesan cheese

Cook pasta according to box instructions. Coincidentally, the pasta cooked for 15 minutes. Drain pasta.

On a plate, layer pasta, sauce, and cheese. I used about 1T of cheese and 2T of sauce per layer. No need to heat sauce. That's what the microwave is for. :)

Once done layering, pop servings and/or plates in the microwave for 1-2 minutes. This allows the cheese to melt and the pasta sauce to heat up.

Enjoy!

It totally bites

2011-08-06T21:52:00.001-05:00
It totally bites when you get bad news on a Saturday night.

It totally bites when you don't expect said news.

It totally bites when you are nervous about surgery on Monday.

It totally bites when you aren't ready to explain things to others.

It totally bites when you get bad news

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Going under on Monday

2011-08-04T20:55:00.000-05:00
Yes, you read right! I am going under the knife, aka having surgery, on Monday morning. Why you ask? Well, it seems that my right side of my face and sinuses are having issues. Okay, massive issues.

Basically, when I had my CT done of my sinuses 2 weeks ago, the CT showed chronic sinusitis and blockages/polyps in all of my right sinus cavities. Even the back ones are blocked. My left side, thank goodness, is okay and "normal" looking. The ENT is concerned that this could be a fungal infection as it is only on the right side of my face.

Adding to the chaos, and due to the pressure on my right side, I also have a deviated septum. It is being pushed to the left. So this will be repaired as well.

I don't know why but I am really nervous. My last surgery, my T&A, was pure hell. I was on liquid Tylenol and pain medication. I am truly hoping I can do pill form this time.

If you would, please say a few prayers (and send good vibes) for me this weekend and before/after surgery. I am hoping to keep you updated via twitter on the right side of my blog. Twitter is such a sanity saver these days (for me).

Not the best of news but I am hoping this will help alleviate the pain and pressure I have been feeling for 2 plus, yes 2, months.

Hit the road

2011-07-29T15:22:00.002-05:00
Life has been crazy this summer. Between my brother and dad's schedules and the constant life stuff, we haven't had many opportunities to get out of town. So my family and are hit the road for a few days.

Regular posting will continue on Monday.

Stream of consciousness Sunday

2011-07-24T08:18:00.001-05:00

Good Sunday morning to you. I don't know about you but this darn heat needs to exit now. It's really hard to get up and look all nice and then walk outside and sweat. Hence why I don't wear make up much unless we go out for something fancy.

What's the point? I can look nice in a skirt and top with my hair done by me but after 5 minutes, all the makeup comes rolling off. It's not a pretty scene so I go without.

My sister not so much. She glams up wherever we go. Plus puts on spray that then unnerves us when we get in a tight space, car, to go somewhere. It's her choice, granted, but I have my routine down and don't plan on changing it now.

So tell me...do you glam up and then watch your makeup sweat off your face or do you forgo makeup all together in this heat?

It's time for him to come home

2011-07-21T15:40:00.000-05:00

My brother has been on a Boy Scout adventure since last Tuesday.

It's time for him to come home!

I miss the boy like crazy.

It's time for him to come home!

It's so strange that he's not here.

It's time for him to come home.

His smell, the good one, is not around/lingering in the room these days.

It's time for him to come home.

Now I got a glimpse of what he got when I went to college.

It's time for him to come home!!

Thankful Thursday

2011-07-21T06:00:00.000-05:00

Happy Thursday to you all! I had to stop this week and think about all the encouragement and support I receive on a daily/weekly basis. It amazes me how kind and loving people are. I am overwhelmed, sometimes, by their love.

My life has been blessed by great people and lovely friends. I thrive off of encouragement and they always know what to say and how to say it. I am forever grateful.

This week...

I am thankful and grateful for nice comments and daily support.

I am thankful for people who take one minute out of their day to listen to what others say.

I am thankful for insulated cups. Don't laugh. ;)

I am thankful for DVR. When I can't sleep or need a breather, it always has something I can watch. :)

What are you thankful for?

Happy Thursday!!

Miracle children all around

2011-07-20T15:34:00.006-05:00

I have been blessed to know wonderful women, who I call friends to this day, and have seen their miracles grow up before my eyes. I have to count my blessings and am grateful to see that miracles do happen all around us. Here are a few miracles I've witnessed:

* Cristi's kids - Heart transplant recipient and military family.

* Steece quads - will be FOUR next month. Born preemies and thriving now!

* McNulty quads - who have turned FIVE and start Kindergarten this fall. {Where does time go?}

* Murray quads - Four boys who sure know how to make you smile.

* Cochran quads - when you need to smile, the Cochran crew knows just what to do!

* Tammie and the Hellions - Five years old, triple the laughs, and Tammie is too funny!

* Tader babies - who are thriving after being born at 32 weeks!

Children are miracles!!

Dear family-can't we all just get along?

2011-07-20T10:20:00.004-05:00

I am prefacing this with the fact that my family, 85% of the time is loving and sweet, but sometimes they can be downright mean and cruel.

Last night, my mom and sister got into a knock-down, drag out, HEATED argument for 8 long minutes. Me? I sat there for a bit, tried to walk away and go somewhere else, and ended up crying. You see, I can handle a good argument but screaming at the top of your lungs and going at each other's throats (metaphorically) is not healthy.

My sister goes for the jugular fast and did not/would not back down last night. Granted, mom was moody and her tone was not fantastic but my sister chose the WRONG time to get into an argument. She yelled and mom yelled. It was not pretty. Finally, dad walked in and toned it down.

Me? I cried and then thought of my Nonni and how I would have called her to vent about what just occurred. I cried some more then. It's really overwhelming for me to be around loud noises and yelling just puts me over the edge.

I understand yelling is sometimes necessary but come on? When these two fight, gets really ugly and fast. Arguments can be healthy and can sometimes solve different things but this one was not healthy. Talking shots (metaphorically) at each other and dragging out all your issues for one measly fight is not okay. In the end, both were wrong.

Can't we all just get along?

Tasty Tuesday: Rosemary-garlic baked chicken

2011-07-19T06:00:00.000-05:00

Let's talk chicken! A good, roasted chicken makes me weak at the knees. The aroma in the kitchen is absolutely amazing. The anticipation of that first bite totally excites me. I love a good outcome of an attempt, yes attempt, in the kitchen. I will be the first to tell you that chicken is very, very forgiving and you can pretty much put anything on it and it will taste awesome. Trust me, I've accidentally put too much of something on it and it turned out a-okay.

Forgiving I tell ya.

Onto the recipe! Monday night, I made Rosemary-garlic baked chicken. It was that good.

Rosemary-garlic baked chicken
* Preheat oven to 350*

* Oil or pan-spray a glass dish (I used an 11x17).

* Take a whole chicken and place it into the dish.

* Take out the heart/lung/guts in the inside of the chicken.

* Peel 2 cloves of garlic and place in the inside of the chicken.

* Pour one tablespoon of rosemary into the chicken cavity.

* Add 1 teaspoon pepper and 1/2 teaspoon salt into the cavity.

* Sprinkle 1 teaspoon of rosemary around the outside of the chicken.

* Rub the chicken with the oil and rosemary.

Make a foil tent to protect the chicken from getting too brown. The tent is not too hard to make. Make a ^ with the foil. Do not directly cover the chicken completely. This is a barrier for the chicken. Only a bit of foil is needed.

Once the chicken is tented, place chicken in oven for one hour. Remove foil tent after 45 minutes. Let chicken cook for 15 minutes longer. After an hour, take chicken out of oven. Slice chicken while hot or wait for chicken to cool before serving.

Enjoy!

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It's HOT outside

2011-07-16T17:48:00.003-05:00
I was going to do a week in numbers post but that will have to wait until next week. Living in Texas, I expect it to be HOT but when the weather man says that it hasn't been this HOT since 1980, you know it's bad. We have had 16 consecutive days above 100* lately and it reached 106* plus more this week. Usually Texas has some really HOT days but it kind of fizzles out and we get some below 100* temperatures. Not this year. No rain in sight either.

I do have to say I am happy to report that people are not leaving their kiddos in the car and I hear about it on the news this year.

Back to the HOTness this year. It's HOT (did I mention that?) plus the air quality stinks and it humid. It's just not a fun atmosphere. So there has been a lot of indoor activities and exercise. I can tell you I dread walking outside by 11am since we are usually in the upper 90*s and it is miserable already.

I'm ready for the cooler temps. How about you?

Tasty Tuesday: AppleGate Chicken and Sage Sausage

2011-07-12T06:58:00.000-05:00

Good morning, everyone!! Can I say that I've been up since an ungodly hour this morning? My brother left for a boy scout adventure and was banging stuff at 3:50 this morning. My plan was to go back to bed and sleep. My body thought otherwise. SO it's going to be a LONG day.

{Image source: AppleGate}

I discovered AppleGate's products several months ago when I was looking for a safe hotdog to settle with me and still stay away from my anaphylactic allergies. AppleGate was my solution. On Sunday, I went to the market and saw these delicious sausages. Oh my yum! They were that GOOD. So I tried them and I am now hooked. I like them with a teaspoon of mustard.

The BEST part about them is the nutritional content. I mean, two little sausages (that I just pop in the microwave to warm up) have 7 grams of protein, 90 calories per two sausage links, no sugar, and no carbohydrates. My calorie counter, that I use, is even happy with me.

If you try them, let me know. Hope you enjoyed today's recipe/new product {for me} find.

I am participating in Stay at Home Babe's Good and Tasty Tuesday recipe link up. Want awesome and GOOD for you recipes and ideas? Then hop on over to her blog post today here.

Stream of Consciousness -- Can I just say

2011-07-10T19:55:00.004-05:00
I haven't been in the nicest mood today. Maybe it was that 5AM wake up and I never went back to sleep. Maybe it was the tired, train wreck feeling by 3 today. Or perhaps it was the gosh darn heat by 1:00 that was at 100*. Maybe it was the yuck of another sinus infection. I have no clue what was ruffling my feathers but I totally think it was a combination of sorts.

Do you ever have one of THOSE days that you could totally fast forward or rewind? Do you want to?

Today, I feel like I could have done a few more things or less but I know, for sure, that my caffeine supply did zilch for me. Maybe that was the problem?

I could sit here thinking/pondering about what made the day blah or I could wake up in the morning and start a whole new day. Yeah, I think I'll do that.

Wake up tomorrow and live a whole new day!!

This post is written in the raw, unedited, and hosted by All.Things.Fadra. I participated in this "brain dump," of sorts, and enjoyed every minute of it.

Don't EVER mess with a mama bear

2011-07-08T20:26:00.004-05:00
July 6th will be a day for one family that they will want to forget but never will. A man tried to get a better shot of a mama bear and her cubs. Grizzly kills man flashes all over news screens, online news websites, and LIVE radio talk shows. Apparently a man and his wife tried to get too close to a mama bear with her young cubs.

I hate to sound harsh, on the family, but what were you (them) thinking? Seriously? Haven't you heard that you should never mess with a MAMA BEAR while she is protecting her cubs? This death could have been prevented if the man and his wife kept their distance. You never know how a wild animal will react.

No one should EVER mess with a mama bear and her cubs!!

NINE lousy points

2011-07-08T10:13:00.003-05:00
I took my ESL supplemental test on Wednesday. I needed a 240 to pass it. I got a 231. I am bummed but may have another way to get certified. Nine lousy points is not what I needed on my Friday.

I am trying to look on the bright side and think that I am certified to teach EC-6 and Special Education. It's just rough that this was not a pass.

In other news, I am taking another test (call me crazy) on Wednesday. It will be for FULL CERTIFICATION of Special Education. This just stings a bit much for a Friday.

Thankful Thursday

2011-07-07T07:28:00.003-05:00

I don't know about you but that three day, fourth of July weekend has had me off track all week long. I LOVED being off on Monday but it feels like it's only Wednesday on Thursday this week. It is so strange, to me. How's your week been? Good, bad, ugly? My week has been interesting to say the least.

Yesterday was Nonni's birthday and she would have been 80. It was rough, on me, that she wasn't here to celebrate it. I realize she is in heaven looking down on me but that was just a rough day all together.

What's Thankful Thursday? Thankful Thursday is a time to reflect over the past week and be thankful for what you do have. There is no thought or idea too big or small. All are welcome to attend and I am trying to get better at reading my link ups too. How do I participate? Simple-you leave me your TT in the comment section or link a post with Magic Linky. ALL are welcome to attend.

This week, I have so many blessings to celebrate. I'll share a few today.

I am thankful for my Church family who can see right through the generic "I'm fine" spiel and give me words of encouragement.

I am thankful for email. It may sound silly but I thrive off encouragement and kind words. I really don't like the touchy/feely stuff but give me sweet thoughts and you can be my best friend.

I am thankful my second interview with a preschool went smoothly. Granted, I was told that they are still interviewing people but it was so inspiring yesterday afternoon.

I am thankful for the world wide web and all of its apps and such. Little do many know but my phone and I are together most of the day. It's like I am totally true to my online friends and have to keep up with them. I am eternally grateful for those people whom I connect with daily.

I hope you have a fantastic Thursday!!

Smile at someone today. They may smile back.

Top 5 things guys SHOULD NOT say/ask women

2011-07-06T13:06:00.004-05:00

I love my brother dearly but he's crossed the line multiple times and while I laugh, I've got to say, it gets so old with some of his sayings. So here's a collective list of what one guy should not say/ask of his sister/girlfriend/wife. All of these have not been asked by my brother but he's asked most of them. ;)

Top 5

* What's wrong with you? {Expect immediate anger to arise}
* Are you PMS-ing?
* Why are you being so emotional?
* Less talking; more quiet {Dear brother will loose his precious quiet now}
* You talk to much {My brother and sister have said this}

Do you have anything to add?

What question really pushes your buttons?

Unjustice

2011-07-05T16:50:00.000-05:00
I admit, I did not watch the Casey Anthony trial nor did I want to. I just could not listen to the pain that was caused upon the 2 year old that was supposed to be the center of this said trial. Caylee Anthony died a horrific death and I would be darned to say that justice was served through this trial.

Something, to me, just does not feel right about this case and verdict. Why was Ms. Anthony partying when her daughter was missing? How could a mother not be worried? Why the inconsistencies in the story? I don't understand. I don't understand how anyone could kill a 2 year old and duct tape their body. I don't understand how someone could throw away a 2 year old. My heart breaks as I wonder what pain she felt. My heart breaks that she suffered when she didn't have to. My heart breaks as this was a 2 year old CHILD.

I understand Ms. Anthony has been acquitted but she is charged with providing false information to the police. These said charges allow up to one year of jail time per charge. My sister said it well "she's already spent a three years in jail." Meaning that she may not get one more day in jail. Where is the justice in that for Caylee?

Granted, I have not seen the evidence but something just doesn't sit right for me. Why would a mother be partying if her child was missing? I just don't understand. Why would someone throw away a child {literally}?? Something is not right about this whole thing.

Tasty Tuesday...Baked squash tops grilled pork chops

2011-07-04T22:28:00.007-05:00

Howdy everyone! I hope you had a great fourth of July! Don't live in the US, well I hope you had a fantastic Monday.

I thought about Tasty Tuesday all day on Monday. What could I showcase that was good for you and still had good taste? Then it came to me. This is one of my latest creations that came to me in late May. It is just simple, mouth watering, and that good. {If I do say so myself :)}

Baked squash tops grilled pork chops
Serves: 4

What you need

* Squash-about 6-8 (boiled until tender)

* Cubed Pork Chops (cooked/grilled)-4

* Extra Sharp Cheddar cheese-shredded (I used 1 block)

Directions

Preheat oven to 350*

In a oven-safe pan, cube squash. About half way through the cubing, layer squash with cheese.

Place the remaining squash on top and top with cheese. Place in oven for 15-20 minutes while allowing the cheese to melt.

Place cubed pork chop in a bowl that you will use to eat. Use about 1/2 to 2/3 cup per person. It's about a small handful.

Once the cheese on the squash is melted, take dish out of the oven. Using a serving spoon, place a generous helping of squash on top of the cubed pork chop. Allow cheese to melt onto meat. (About a minute).

Simple, fast, and ready in under 30-35 minutes. I've been told that's good for a one bowl meal. ;)

Enjoy!!

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Stream of Consciousness-waiting is hard

2011-07-03T15:18:00.001-05:00
I've been told I am a patient person. That's great on the outside. But on the inside, I am worried. Worried that I won't get the job I'd like, worried I won't use my teaching degree; just worried. I am a worrier and a planner. These things don't always go together.

I know, by the end of the summer, that I will have some sort of job but I can't help but worry. I'm praying, asking for guidance, and hoping a position will open up for me. I am a bit jealous, truth be told, when my friends say they "love" their job. I went to school for four years, took 19 hours for four semesters, and graduated "on time" in four years. I want to teach!!

Waiting is just hard work! Pure, plain, and simple.

This post is written in the raw. It may have its flaws but I'm a-okay with that. Stream of Consciousness is brought to you by All things Fadra. Set the time for FIVE minutes, post in the raw, and don't spell check. Just dump out what's on your heart.

Thankful Thursday

2011-06-29T21:42:00.004-05:00

Thursday, Thursday, Thursday!! I've been a bit MIA this week but for good reason. I am teaching VBS in the morning for Preschool and in the evening with special needs kids and 5th graders. It is so much fun but is exhausting. I seriously thought yesterday was Wednesday. My days are running together & I love most of the minutes in them.

What's Thankful Thursday? Thankful Thursday is a time to reflect over the past week and be thankful for what you do have. There is no thought or idea too big or small. All are welcome to attend and I am trying to get better at reading my link ups too. How do I participate? Simple-you leave me your TT in the comment section or link a post with Magic Linky. ALL are welcome to attend.

This week...

I am thankful for coffee and caffeine. :)

I am thankful for a child's laugh and that ability to brighten my cruddy mood.

I am thankful to have wonderful people in my life.

How's your Thursday?
What are you thankful for?

BlogPress-do you recommend it?

2011-06-25T16:18:00.000-05:00
I'm considering buying BlogPress for my phone. Has anyone used it? It's on sale for $2.99 rather than $4.99.

Any thoughts??

Thankful Thursday

2011-06-23T09:16:00.003-05:00

Thursday, Thursday, Thursday!! It's Thursday and I am thrilled! It has been a great week for me. How's yours?

What's Thankful Thursday? Thankful Thursday is a time to reflect over the past week and be thankful for what you do have. There is no thought or idea too big or small. All are welcome to attend and I am trying to get better at reading my link ups too. How do I participate? Simple-you leave me your TT in the comment section or link a post with Magic Linky. ALL are welcome to attend.

This week,

I am thankful for my brother. Even though his lack of talking (to me) drives me batty. He can be sweet and sentimental when he wants to be. For that, I am thankful.

I am thankful to be able to hang out and let loose sometimes. I went to a friend's indoor soccer game last night and it was an adventure. I know nothing about soccer but it was great!

I am thankful that my dad made it home safely, from Germany (for work), and is back under one roof. Even though he can drive us batty, it's good to have him home.

I am thankful to have my summer intern job again this summer.

Have a great Thursday!!

Wordless Wednesday

2011-06-22T13:00:00.001-05:00

Tasty Tuesday: Mozzarella Caprese with grilled chicken

2011-06-21T21:20:00.000-05:00

We all LOVE good food. Well I am here to tell you that I had a genius idea on Monday night, if I say so myself, and created an easy mozzerella caprese salad and added grilled chicken to the mix. It was sooo good and a filling dinner for my entire family. They even wanted mozzarella caprese for dinner tonight. Go figure!

How do I create this fabulous salad? Easy peasy! This served four with a cup of salad left over.

You will need:

* Grilled chicken (mine marinated in lemon/lime juice for 2 days and then was grilled)

* Tomatoes-I used four LARGE ones :)

* Mozzarella-I used fresh mozzarella (8oz)

* EVOO (Extra Virgin Olive Oil)

* Basil

* Salt and Pepper

Instructions: Start by cutting the mozzarella into small cubes and place in a bowl. Once it's all cubed, drizzle a bit of EVOO on it about 2 teaspoons of basil on it. Cube the tomatoes and add to the mixture. Add EVOO and more basil to the mix. In the end, I probably used 1/8 to 1/4 cup of basil. Do not be afraid of it.

Drizzle a bit more EVOO on the salad and toss. Total EVOO used was only a half cup for the whole salad. Add salt and pepper to taste. Place in the refrigerator for at least 20 minutes. After it's chilled, cube chicken. Place a serving or 1/4 to 1/3 cup of salad in a bowl. Add chicken and stir/toss.

Enjoy!

Sensitively me

2011-06-20T00:00:00.004-05:00
I am a sensitive person and through the years, I've learned to sugar-coat things WELL and please people. I'm not always been proud of that though. Learning to accept reality and who people truly are is difficult. I've learned not to sugar coat things with my online and select friends. I am real on Twitter and speak the truth. But in real life, I get judged by the way I talk or the way I am. I have a hard time breaking out of that scared shell to meet what's in store in my daily {real} life.

Case in point, my sister and I have a great LONG distance relationship. BUT when she returns home, all heck breaks loose. It's like I'm her punching bag (metaphorically) and she thinks she can cuss me out and talk to me the way she does. I do not appreciate that. I said that yesterday and she said a few choice words. That really hurts as I try to make our relationship better but it comes back to bite me. I've told her I don't appreciate that and that I deserve to be talked to nicer. She thinks otherwise. I don't understand how she doesn't talk to anyone else that way but ME. I am so, so tired of it though. It's like she's angry at the world and I get the beating for it.

I, by nature, am a happy/bubbly person and a morning person. I say good morning and get told "don't talk to me." Okay, I've learned to wait a few hours but let me be clear on something. I WILL NOT CHANGE my demeanor just because you are bitter and mean. Not happening. I am tired of walking on egg shells with you and being cussed out. I am tired of being beaten down by words.

Motherly figure-so I've been told, I'm a teacher and loving figure by heart. I can't change that. That's who I am. I really do try not to "baby" my siblings or talk down to them. They think I am...I am not. But, come on, please stop judging the way I talk to you on how you will treat me.

Bottom line...I am so tired of being the punching bag and getting ragged on for who I am. Sugar coating may work in real life but I'm tired of hiding and not being myself.

So this is me trying to find the online real person, who speaks the truth, and using that IRL. I can guarantee it will not be easy. But I am tired of hiding from the real world and from my smack-talking sister.

Stream of Consciousness-not Father's day for us

2011-06-19T12:50:00.002-05:00

My dad's job often takes him to other countries and states. He works so hard and provides for our family well. But you know what...he's not even home for Father's day this year. He's in Germany for the second time this month. It's hard with him traveling so much this year.

Last week, before he left, he said "I haven't seen you for three nights. What've you been up to? Where have you been?" It's true, though, that I go to bed early and he was at business dinners some. But it's funny how we can live, sleep, and breathe in the same house but not see eachother for three nights. Granted, he's like 50 steps away from me, but that face-to-face interaction is still needed.

While my relationship with my dad has always been pretty good, I conside the face-to-face conversations the best with him. Plus they mean the world to him. {I can tell by the smile on his face.}

I participated in All things Fadra's Stream of Consciousness Sunday. This post is in the raw and unedited.

Thankful Thursday-thank YOU

2011-06-15T22:54:00.000-05:00

Thankful Thursday...my saving grace of the week. It's back and I am hoping to do better with it since the summer is here. Truth be told, my summer, so far, has been crazier and more chaotic than my senior year. Alas, that's life.

What's Thankful Thursday? Thankful Thursday is a time to reflect over the past week and be thankful for what you do have. There is no thought or idea too big or small. All are welcome to attend and I am trying to get better at reading my link ups too. How do I participate? Simple-you leave me your TT in the comment section or link a post with Magic Linky. ALL are welcome to attend.

This past week...

I am thankful for the support I received following my grandmother's funeral and hospital/hospice hoopla. Not many people can say that they had 24/7 support. I can! From comments to texts to twitter to facebook, I was surrounded with love and support. I truly appreciate it. It may seem small, to say hugs, but every single comment helped and I truly appreciate all that reached out and, pretty much, held me through some of my worst moments. You have no idea how much that helped me realize how LUCKY I am to have ALL my friends!!

Now, it's your turn. No thought is too big or small. No one is turned away. All are welcome to share.

What are you thankful for?

Day by day...

2011-06-11T18:35:00.000-05:00
Three days ago, we had Nonni's service and it was beautiful. Lots of friends and family came to show their affection/appreciation of her. It was a service to remember. I was in awe of the support I was given.

Since Nonni went down hill, I've had an amazing support system. I appreciate and thank you too. It's been really rough for me and I have my moments. I've been touched by the outgoing support I've received. I tell the public I'm okay but inside I'm not. Truthfully, I'm struggling. She was my confidant & listener.

I know it will get better. For now, I'm taking it day by day.

Heaven received an angel on June 1st

2011-06-06T22:42:00.000-05:00
June 1st is a day I'll never forget. Nonni died on June 1st just two days out of the hospital. It's been a rough week.

Services are on June 8th. She was a fantastic grandma & is already missed.

I appreciate your prayers and thoughts. I'm doing "okay" but have my moments. It's just hard.

Obituary for Nonni

I love you, Nonni!!

She's still holding on...barely

2011-06-01T01:14:00.003-05:00

If you would have told me that my Nonni would barely be hanging on today, for life, I would not have believed you. Just three weeks ago, I graduated college and she was right there—watching me walk across the stage. While she was not at her best, she was there. One week ago, today, we embarked on this scary and frightening road. My family and I hoped and prayed that she would bounce back…eventually. She always did; what made this time so different?

Four days ago, Nonni’s doctor ordered hospice. My mom and uncle, initially, looked for a facility. But it became clear that her needs were too great to be in a room by herself. She does not have the energy to call a nurse, every bone and muscle in her body hurts, and she was having trouble swallowing and sucking from a straw. Two days ago, my mom and family made the decision to let Nonni go home to her place and bring hospice to her.

Nonni was discharged from the hospital Tuesday. The hospital set up home hospice care. Nonni seems more relaxed at home and will be kept comfortable. There is a nurse and my mom, uncle, and/or I are with her at all times. She is DNR and has multiple medical difficulties. While she is still breathing and holding a pulse, she is starting to slip away slowly.

On Tuesday evening, my mom, the hospice nurse, and I had a discussion about how/what increasing difficulty to live would look like. The nurse said that everyone is different but described some symptoms. The leading thought into this question occurred when I read that Nonni had a majority of the characteristics/symptoms of the phase “near death.” This, initially, scared me. But as Tuesday went on, I figured out something.

Nonni’s body is barely hanging on. Her kidneys are starting to shut down, her digestive system is not digesting much now, and her swallowing/sucking abilities are lessening. She is not eating enough to sustain life. She is just so weak and frail. My mom reminded me that her body has been through so much and she deserves to be without pain. Hospice care will keep her comfortable but will not be using extraordinary measures to keep her alive.

While discharging from the hospital Tuesday, Nonni’s nurse said something that made sense to me. She hugged me goodbye, let me cry on her shoulder, and said “it won’t be long now.” While walking through the doors of the Cardiac ICU, it hit me. We are, essentially, keeping her comfortable, and letting her die, at home, when it’s her time. We would not be back on the Cardiac ICU floor again. Her doctors and nurses wanted her home and comfortable for her last few days.

While there is no specific timeline as to when Nonni may pass, it is evident that it’ll be soon. My days are now filled with keeping an eye on Nonni and talking to her. I continue to look up to her and she is one strong woman.

Please continue to pray that Nonni is comfortable and her pain is manageable. We do have some basic medications and wonderful pain medication for her. My family and I covet your prayers as we face grief and sadness.

Prayer request: It's bad & difficult

2011-05-30T01:08:00.002-05:00
My mom's mom, Nonni, is my biggest supporter. She's been in my corner through thick & thin. We've been through so much together & she's my number one fan.

She's not doing well & hospice has been called in. I understand that hospice will make her comfortable but watching her get weaker and weaker breaks my heart. Usually, when she gets sick, she bounces back after 48 hours. Not this time. I've never seen her this bad. She's too weak to stand, is in pain, confused, and really fragile. She's also having difficulty swallowing & is essentially not eating.

This all started a week ago when she thought she had a stomach bug. By Wednesday, she was having trouble taking her medication so mom & I brought her to the ER. She was diagnosed with a severe bacterial infection. She was admitted Wednesday night and has slowly gotten worse on a daily basis. She has congestive heart failure (and more) that can't be fixed & is causing more harm now.

I realize her body may be done but that scares me. It may be selfish to say I'm not done, with her, yet but it's true. She will be 80 this year. No one can tell us how long she'll go on but we've come to realize not for much longer. I have mixed emotions with this that I've been struggling with. I don't want her to be in pain. I want her to be pain-free actually. But loosing her altogether?

I'm asking for prayers for my Nonni & for my family as we all face what's in front of us. Near death is not easy to face.

Thank you for your prayers & support!!

Sneak peek...graduation pictures

2011-05-24T22:12:00.006-05:00

I graduated from college on May 14th, 2011, with a Bachelor of Behavioral Science in Interdisciplinary Studies (EC-6) & Special Education.

Thankful Thursday

2011-05-18T21:42:00.003-05:00

Thankful Thursday is a time to reflect on what blessings or thankful thoughts/gestures you've experienced or seen. No thought or experience is too small or big. Feel free to reflect, leave a comment, or link up. All are welcome.

This week has literally flown by. I am so excited for this weekend. I get to attend my first out of college wedding and see my BFFs from college. It has only been a week but I MISS THEM.

This week,

I am thankful for those who have supported me thick and thin over the years.

I am thankful that I have a part time summer job and can (sort of) relax while looking for a teaching job.

I am thankful for learning experiences. While they may not be too well liked at the time; something comes out of it that I learn from.

I am thankful that I get to see my BFFs, from college, on Friday afternoon. One of our friends is getting married this weekend and I am driving up for the wedding.

What are you thankful for??

SkinnyPop Popcorn

2011-05-18T15:40:00.000-05:00

I LOVE popcorn. I am not gonna lie.

The crunch in your mouth, the salty taste, and oh so good taste explosion in your mouth. I found a popcorn, yesterday, that fit the above description and only has, 39 yes, 39 calories and four carbs per serving. It's named SkinnyPop popcorn. It's also only ONE point on weight watchers per serving. One serving is one cup. Not only is this "skinny" popcorn true to its label; it also tastes soooo good!

BUT the best part of this product is the upfrontness of its customer service and label. On the backside, it states: No preservatives, low calorie, cholesterol free, dairy free, peanut free, tree nut free, gluten free, preservative free, non-GMO, and a great source of fiber.

Ingredients: corn, sunflower oil, salt.

I was just amazed that they put what it's free of. After contacting them, I was told they are free of soy too. This company only makes popcorn and so there is not a worry if this product is on a dedicated line or not.

A new food find, for me, is always exciting!! Just had to share.

Here's a tip YOU NEED TO KNOW

2011-05-17T12:20:00.001-05:00

I received this email from my uncle and dad. It is great information to know in the event that something like this were to happen. This has been proven by FOX news.

If you should ever be forced, by a robber, to withdraw money from an ATM machine, you can notify the police by entering your pin # in reverse. For example-if your pin $ is 1223, you would put in 3221.

The ATM recognizes that your pin is backwards from the ATM card you placed in the machine.

The machine will still give you the money, but, unknown to the robber, the police will immediately be dispatched to help you.

Just a thought to share

Thankful Thursday

2011-05-11T23:00:00.000-05:00

Thursday, Thursday, Thursday!! The week needs to go a tad slower. It is flying by and the weekend is near...eek!

Thankful Thursday is a time to reflect on what you are thankful for. There is no thought too big or small. All are welcome to comment or link up. It is a time to reflect on gratefulness and life.

This week (or should I say month since life turned into the fast lane)...

I am thankful for my sister, brother, and parents. They truly mean the world to me.

I am thankful for my friends who keep me sane.

I am thankful that my senior capstone class is over with and done.

I am thankful for the opportunities that I've been given/received.

What are you thankful for??

Funky feelings

2011-05-09T16:40:00.000-05:00
I tell my students daily that they will make me loose my marbles. Truth be told, I do, with or without their help. These past two weeks have been crazy and I have MANY funky feelings about graduating on Saturday.

Truthfully, I can't believe that graduation is almost here. I don't like it one bit. I don't do change and it's just down right scary. I like the secure feeling I have, in college, and will be leaving the to the unknown soon. Texas' is in a major education budget crisis and I have been told that I won't hear about positions until June, July, or August. Some have told me to anticipate even later. It's scary being an adult.

I am excited about being done with undergrad but it seems to have come too quickly. Teaching is my passion and I am ready to get out there but at the same time; I am scared.

Right now, I feel like I am loosing my marbles in more than one way.

Student Teaching: week 15

2011-05-09T00:01:00.002-05:00
This week, I'm doing a high & low of each day. It had been crazy and I have not had that much spare time.

Monday: High-working with a student & seeing her get how to use a 100s chart to add/subtract. Low-Watching a student become so angry, so fast, and him throwing anything he could get his hands on. He was suspended later that day for another issue.

Tuesday: High-No chairs thrown. ;) Just kidding! Being able to take over a lesson without notice & my second graders telling me I did a great job. Low-Sitting through a 3 hour class after a fun yet difficult day. I survived. :)

Wednesday: High-having a student read their first book to me. It was amazing! Low-having to walk a student down to the office since he stole from the teacher.

Thursday: High-Teaching a lesson on Hawaii and having the students respond to it. They were excited so i was excited. Low-Sitting through a meeting, with a parent, who tells me their student is stupid. It took me a lot of effort to bite my tongue.

Friday: High-working 2:1 with students and how to remember the months of the year. It was precious how they could say a event per month. Made me smile. :) Low-Having a student drip the F-bomb more than five times also with tearing up his assignment. He's in a week of RAC (alt school). He has so much anger. It's quite scary. He is the same child from Monday.

What a week! My last week of student teaching is next week & it's bitter sweet!

Wordless Wednesday

2011-05-04T06:00:00.000-05:00

Happy Wednesday!!

Happy Birthday, Sister C

2011-05-03T06:00:00.001-05:00

My sweet sister,

I will admit that we drive each other up the wall 90% of the time.

You and I, I've heard, are so much alike.

There are some things you don't know though.

I am amazed at your strength and willingness to persevere.

I wish I had the courage to stand up for myself like you do.

I wish I could be as strong as you are on a daily basis.

You amaze me, C & I can't believe another year has gone by.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Love,

Student Teaching: week 14

2011-04-29T18:38:00.000-05:00
Monday: Today was a great day. This morning, my second grade students had so much to share about the storms last night. With the hail & tornadoes, we spent a good half hour talking. They were precious. Then one upchucked and thankfully made it to the trashcan. After second grade, I spent a half hour in the library. I used to have a kindergarten student for 30 minutes but she's moving & I'm now shelving. My next few classes, fourth grade, were hyped up. They take the TAKS test on Tuesday & Wednesday. Review went well though. I did find out that I'm headed to the zoo & then a gymnastics center on Wednesday. I'm excited. The day ended up on a sour note with second graders. Attitude just doesn't bode well with them. Hopefully it won't last. Overall, today was a good day.

Tuesday: Today was an okay day. First thing, I taught my second graders in a different room. That threw everyone off. Then no one wanted to work. In my mind, school = work but they didn't think so. That was a long hour & forty-five minutes. I had some down time due to TAKS but I used it to read a report & article. In between, my principal interrupted me and said my world was going to change. A student was acting out & so he came in my room. Desks, chairs, and materials were thrown. He had to be restrained. Eventually, he calmed down. That breaks my heart when he has a rough time. He was sent home after two hours of highs and lows. Resource math went well. Only one student did not want to work. Overall, it went well.

Wednesday: Today was a good yet exhausting day. My second graders went to the zoo & a gymnastics sports center. I'm exhausted. ;) We've been studying the 5 animal groups (amphibians, reptiles, mammals, birds, fish) and it was so cool to see them identify them. Our zoo has new lion cubs and we got to see them play. What a riot. We also saw the typical animals & an ocelot (think miniature bobcat). We ate lunch at the park near the zoo. It was extremely windy, 25 mph NW wind, but fun. After lunch, we loaded up & went to the gymnastics center. I think I liked this part more. The teachers split the students into groups and had centers. I was in charge of the foam pit. There was a rope that hung down to allow the students to fall in the pit. There were also two slides and a board to jump into with. Where it really gets interesting is when I had to fish kids out of the 6 foot foam pit & then get put myself. Fun times! I am surprised, though, that the teachers only took care of the students without parental help. No parents came. Only the aid & I were the "help." No wonder this stresses teachers out. Counting 21 kids multiple times and checking to make sure you have the right kids when ten other schools are there is rough. Our elementary had the gymnastics place to itself. That was nice.

Thursday: Today was good. I taught second grade spelling, reading, and language. I was impressed with their memory of the spelling words. I ended up giving the spelling test today and most did very well. One of my students decided that he would leave marks, like a dog, in the bathroom. It was just gross & disgusting. I made him clean it up and he thought he didn't have to. He got a surprise coming. My fourth graders were wired after TAKS so they were hilarious yet sweet. Introducing coordinates to them though was awesome. They connected it to battleship and chess and they started to get it. My afternoon was pretty good. Other than manners and respect out the window, it was fine.

Friday-It's about darn time. My second graders were actually great. They worked really hard and tried. That is all I could ask for. My morning fourth graders were wild and crazy though. I did find out that next week, I can teach them again and I'm excited. I pretty much have free reign. On Fridays, they go to computer lab and they were so loud today. I was ready to duck out when it was time. I love working with them but it was overwhelming. For my resource math class, the teacher was out today so I got to teach it. I really love the way the math class is set up. My students were horrible to the sub though. When she stepped out, I laid down the law. They, mostly, shaped up. A 4th grade teacher had to leave for an appointment so I subbed in her class. I was showed up by not knowing how to "jerk" and shocked that no one knew who Spice Girls were. After TAKS, the students take it easy. I had no clue who some of the artists were when they asked to see some of the YouTube videos. Talk about education for me. I did, however, get some news after school that shocked & saddened me. Texas' budget crisis just bites.

Hope everyone has a great weekend. I'll try not to fly away with the 40+mph winds here.

Teacher, teacher

2011-04-28T16:20:00.001-05:00

I am so sick and tired of my students calling me "teacher, teacher" when they want my attention. They know my name well, they know to raise their hands and to wait, but no. They call me "teacher, teacher" and it drives me bananas. I told my fourth graders today that, tomorrow, I may loose my marbles if they say it tomorrow. I bet they will just to see me loose it. :)

I get that they want my attention...but come on. I will go bananas or loose my marbles by tomorrow afternoon.

Yesterday...I found a new stress relief

2011-04-26T06:45:00.002-05:00
& it fits perfectly into my technology world.

I was a little stressed, ha, yesterday and went to youtube's website. From there, I typed in "Sister Act 2" and listened/watched a few songs from the movie. That just made me feel a whole lot better. Something about watching something funny, yet inspirational helped.

Student Teaching: weeks 12 & 13

2011-04-24T23:17:00.001-05:00
The weeks just seem to go faster & faster. To keep this short, if I can, I'll give you highs & lows.

Week 12:
Highs-I was observed on 4/15 & it went really well. I even got to reteach my lesson to the after lunch math class. It was fun.

Lows-I've had to deal with some major attitudes from fourth graders. I suppose this is payback for something.

Fun-I went to a conference with my friend, Sara, & got to hear Kirk Cameron speak. It was awesome.

Week 13:
Highs-I finished my Senior project & turned it in. I made an A, by the way. I still have three weeks of that class left. One of my students, who's new, started talking this week. HUGE DEAL. I had one student respond to a new redirecting technique & not get upset. Oh & no one got removed this week. :)

Lows-I had a chair & desk thrown at me & was growled at. The growling, I can handle, but the chair & desk are not ok.

Fun-I went home this weekend, relaxed, & made an awesome allergy-friendly & crustless cheesecake.

Three weeks left of student teaching!!

Blogger issues

2011-04-21T19:56:00.001-05:00

Is anyone else having blogger issues? My formatting is not working and I spend way too much time trying to get it right. Any ideas? I need help!

Random thoughts at 4AM

2011-04-19T04:00:00.005-05:00

It's 4AM!

What am I doing awake?

I was working on a paper and then I got distracted.

Now I am working on a reflection.

Caffeine WILL be my BFF today.

I graduate college with a B.B.S. in Education & Special Education in 26 days.

I am scared out of my mind.

Texas' budget crisis makes my job in the Fall uncertain.

I am in the process of applying to graduate school.

I turn in my senior capstone-portfolio and reflection at 4 today.

SOOOOO glad it is done!!!!

Happy Tuesday!!